“I hate being insecure about myself. Always wondering if I’m good enough, if they’ll get tired of me, if they’ll stick around if I open up. You came along with those innocent eyes and you ruined me. I spend every second of every day fighting an inner battle with myself. Reminding myself constantly that to someone I am enough. But when I’m alone, it all creeps back into my mind. My insecurities and trust issues eat me alive, devouring my self confidence…and I hate it. I hate the way I’ll never be able to open up or trust anyone completely. I hate that she’s paying for your doings. An I hate myself, but not as much as I hate you, because you ruined me.”
– Things You’ll Never Hear Me Say Outloud (via no1left2blame)
“Don’t explain. People only hear what they want to hear.”
– Paulo Coelho (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
Surviving life since 1991. RN, BSN as of February 2014. I've been lost in my thoughts and confused in my own emotions since I can remember. I'm just another crazy person spilling out whatever I think about or like. I can't really tell you about myself, for I don't know either.
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